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| To be a truly good friend is probably one of the most difficult things
I could ever do. To never lie, to never be jealous, to always provide
and stand by that person's side, whatever they may be going through.
Though there may be many definitions of "a good friend" it is always
difficult to attain that true status. At least, in my case, anyhow.
There have been many friends that I have tried to support, tried to
always stick by their side, but there have been too many which I have
backstabbed, left alone in their time of need, or ridiculed them
embarassingly.
Why I do these things? Is it to make myself feel greater? Is it to
release any inner anger that I may have contained within? Is it to help
erase the jealousy that I might hold towards that person? Sometimes, I
really don't know.
But, anyways. Sorry to those who I have hurt. Sorry to those that I
have made cry. Sorry to those who have suffered from my bad decisions.
I can tell you this though, I'll always try to be better.
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| Ahh! Christmastime is upon us, once again. It feels like forever and a
half ago that it was Christmas. Jeez, what to get people.. now that's
probably the hardest part!
It rained crazy today, like no other. I was driving and it felt like
God had just drank 10 bottles of Vodka (why Vodka, I don't know) and
was just relieving himself on the entire earth. Except the air didn't smell like Vodka. Well, maybe that wasn't
the best analogy, but you get the point that it was raining pretty damn
hard! Ah, of course you know. You live in San Jose like I do! Well,
except if you're a random xanga browser from like Timbucktwo or some
shit like that. Hmm...
Life's been somewhat busy. College apps were all just turned in
yesterday, and thank jeebus man, it's over! Well, for the most part. I
think private school apps have a later deadline or something. But, what
do I know. :) I'm just glad to see my friends finally vindicated of
stress from these past few days.
The lights, the decor, the jingling of.. bells..? It's all got me
building up this Christmas spirit day-by-day.. something like that, at
least. Anyways, I got an art class to attend in a bit, and I'm not
about to be late!
Lates,
JT
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| How long has it been?
Wow... looking through the past entries of this online blogger, I've remembered so many things, so many people, and so many events that I thought I had forgotten.. some on purpose, others just because of chance.
It's amazing to see how much has really happened in that course of time. I deleted alot of my entries for one reason or another, but, damn... it's crazy to just see how much DID happen, how much emotion was conveyed, how much I strived to be optimistic, when (what I ultimately know now) I was going through a really crappy time.
I guess time to time, I'll update this damn thing. Because one day I know I'll look back at this and be able to remember certain great happenings in my life, to remember great people, and see how much I've changed over the course of time.
I almost want to just pull out everything that I had once stored away from junior year, and just look at it all over once again.. Yeah, even though I hated junior year in its entirerity.
C squared J cubed... Dr. Broadwell & Dr. Kaviyakone... Thomas & I snooping around downtown V-day night... That one day in June/July... holy shit, things HAVE really changed.
Take it easy,
JT
edit: Haha, okay, NO I did not forget you, Cheryl or Zuodi, so don't worry.. hahahah. :P And when I say I hated junior year in it's entirerity I meant more specific things, so wipe that frown off your face! ;)
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thanks for the graphic Sandy,
homecoming was great,
and I <3 you immenselfullyerest. :)
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| Happy Birthday to Cheryl Tien, I hope that your birthday was one that you truly enjoyed. :) And, contrary to what you said, I believe you will have many more parties to come on the way, (I have no doubt Eric will stop now ;D)
And, thank you to everybody who made my birthday an enjoyable experience. Especially Sandy, thanks a bunch for planning that get-together and taking me out for an extraordinary night. Haha, I don't know how much I can emphasize that. :) Michelle and Khoa, thanks for the little surprise you guys gave me, hahah, I never saw that coming. :) Next time, watch your backs, because I might have a joke up my sleeve too. ;) And thanks, Thomas, Maivien, Joanne, Kevin, Quang, Melissa and all the other cool friends I've made since I've come.. hahah. :D
Well, it's a brief update blog. But nevertheless, a blog. *yawn* I'm tired.. I'm going to bed.
Goodnight to whoever may be reading this.
Or good-morning, or good-afternoon, depending on what time of day it is. :P
Later, dudes. :)
-Rest in Peace, Nico-
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